haiz...how come i am so "SUAI" from last yr untill now??? Last few week fainted inside my bedroom till my tooth broken,went to see doctor already spend abt $450,got to go back to the doctor for follow up, recently went for check up,result also not very good,my HEART got problem lor...heartbeat irregular ... going to do few more check up for heart,need to spend abt $400 again,i got no $ to make the payment already...what can i do now????
Breast cancer spend me alot of $$$,now heart got problem again,when can i stop spend so much $$$ on my health???
i am really very tired with this kind of life,when can i keep away from this doom???
神啊！救救我吧！
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
my beloved family
As many problem happened from last year till now,i am so tired and feel hopeless already....BUT ,really grateful that i got a beloved family who always give me full support so that i can always overcome all those crisis.
My parent and elder brother not even given me mentally support,they also helping me solve my financial problem,although cannot settle all the debts,but i feel very very touching already,I really don't know how to repay them ...
Recently,i fainted inside my bedroom,i hope nothing happen to me again so that i can live as long as i can,i want to live with them untill my kids growing up,i want to take care and repay my parent and siblings in future...
How i wish there is nothing happened before but i know it is impossible,sometimes feel mood swing and cannot control my own emotion...and recently,most of the time feel want to cry but i scare my families will worry about me...i trying very hard to make myself happy and pretend nothing happen but its seem very difficult.....
My parent and elder brother not even given me mentally support,they also helping me solve my financial problem,although cannot settle all the debts,but i feel very very touching already,I really don't know how to repay them ...
Recently,i fainted inside my bedroom,i hope nothing happen to me again so that i can live as long as i can,i want to live with them untill my kids growing up,i want to take care and repay my parent and siblings in future...
How i wish there is nothing happened before but i know it is impossible,sometimes feel mood swing and cannot control my own emotion...and recently,most of the time feel want to cry but i scare my families will worry about me...i trying very hard to make myself happy and pretend nothing happen but its seem very difficult.....
Sunday, March 8, 2009
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