Monday, April 13, 2009

my beloved family

As many problem happened from last year till now,i am so tired and feel hopeless already....BUT ,really grateful that i got a beloved family who always give me full support so that i can always overcome all those crisis.

My parent and elder brother not even given me mentally support,they also helping me solve my financial problem,although cannot settle all the debts,but i feel very very touching already,I really don't know how to repay them ...

Recently,i fainted inside my bedroom,i hope nothing happen to me again so that i can live as long as i can,i want to live with them untill my kids growing up,i want to take care and repay my parent and siblings in future...

How i wish there is nothing happened before but i know it is impossible,sometimes feel mood swing and cannot control my own emotion...and recently,most of the time feel want to cry but i scare my families will worry about me...i trying very hard to make myself happy and pretend nothing happen but its seem very difficult.....

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